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Im Daisy.15.Look at my blog and you'll know everything that goes on in my head. I do not promote anything this is all just to express myself, warning some posts may be triggering. If you ever need to talk or just vent i'll always be here to listen, i can't promise that i'll fix anything but you will never be alone. Stay strong

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sakeui:

10:25 // nothing else

“Beauty is not long hair, skinny legs, tanned skin or perfect teeth. Beauty is the face of who cried and now smiles, beauty is the scar on your knee since you fell when you were a kid, beauty is the circles when love doesn’t let you sleep, beauty is the expression on the face when the alarm rings in the morning, it’s the melted makeup when you have a shower, it’s the laughter when you make a joke you’re the only one who can understand, beauty is meeting his gaze and stopping understanding, beauty is your gaze when you see him, it’s when you cry for all you paranoias, beauty is the lines marked by time. Beauty is what we feel in the inside which also shows outside us. Beauty is the marks the life leaves on us, all the kicks and the caresses the memories leave us. Beauty is letting yourself live.” ― Emma Watson

princehomo:

do people actually go on dates or is that just on tv

(via vvreckless)

I feel so alone. I have so much bottled up inside me I’m afraid ill explode. I wish i had really close good friends i could talk to, like the little group of friends you see on tv or read about in books. I feel nonexistent. Sometimes ill be okay and i can hide all my feelings to the point where i forget about them for a little while. But then out of no where i start to feel my walls breaking (the ones that keep the bad thoughts out) and then its like an anchor in my chest bringing me down pulling me deeper into my mind until im so far gone i get lost and cant find my way back. Meanwhile im just seeing everyone around me being normal and laughing, and im here drowning in my thoughts, unable to move,speak, sometimes i cant even breathe. I hate it so much and wish i never had to experience it ever again, that i could just be happy and not have to deal with this. I think maybe if i had a really good friend with me, they could help. I do want to save myself and be my own foundation but im human. Sometimes i just want someone to talk to, someone that will really care and ask me if im okay, someone to give me a hug and hold me together when im falling apart.

Sorry for this really long post, i just needed to get this off my chest.